Too Personal

I hate it when fake people are being too personal with me. Especially when they can't actually hide their true intentions, which are just blatantly shown in their face or body language. It screams their real personality through their attitude or mannerism. Narcissism is such a bad joke. But also very funny at the same time. Then again, I guess the ones that actually CAN hide their sus intentions are creepier, more dangerous types of people. Charming, manipulative bastards.

You know, I, in the entirety of my life, am surrounded by those so-called 'fake' people. I don't know exactly, it's in a broader sense, I think. I don't want to be like those 14-year-olds with their cringe posts who love deep things... Whatever that means. It's an accidental innuendo. But these people, they definitely fit inside the fake category. Faker than my mom's tits. They do laughable things to try to get... whatever their version of 'pleasure' is, always thinking that they have to possess all of the things in this world to gain happiness. What kind of happiness did they want, I wonder? But in a way they also do too little but want too much. Not effortless, but definitely need to be more hardworking. Hahaha.

They keep appearing in my life to the point I can easily differentiate the fake from the genuine. Kind of. It's actually still hard sometimes. Because some of the people I thought were genuine just turned out to be very good at pretending.

So in a way, I am grateful to finally be able to do that. Shrug off those who wanted to use me, I mean. Sometimes I play along out of convenience or boredom. It's just so interesting and hilarious when they try so hard, but in the end I didn't give them what they wanted. The look of hatred on their face is going to cost me troublesome things in the future, but I think it's worth it. It's always worth it to see people who initially wanted to crush you end up crushing themselves instead.

So yeah. Disregard of boundaries is one of the keys to manipulation. Their over-friendliness is just a way to mask that they're actually wolves in sheep's clothing who just wanted to use you as their puppet. And then there are people who think that those who are genuinely friendly, or the ones who 'reciprocate' (for the sake of being polite), are flirting with them. Stop it. They are just being kind, and they mean it. Unlike you. I believe that sometimes, you just have to stop trying so hard to fool everyone. You'll end up fooling yourself.