What. Just. Happened.
This night I just encountered a man who looks exactly like that Hannibal/Le Chiffre actor. He's fair-skinned with thin but neat hair. His hair is dyed grey, but he does look rather middle aged. Old and young at the same time, I dunno why. Kinda reminds me of Miranda Priestly, actually. Shout out to The Devil Wears Prada. I saw him when I was just passing by, he's with another man and thety're sharing an umbrella. How sweet. We saw each other's faces, and his eyes are a clear, beautiful light brown. His lips are pink. I'm not joking. He looks like a man who was naturally born with an angel face. Was that other man his partner? They seem very close, sharing an umbrella like that.
I want to approach him, but I think it would be very rude. It's hard to be a queer in a conservative little town. I'm pretty sure that there are some other queers here but unfortunately I never got in contact with any of them. Maybe it;s because we;re trying so hard to hide ourselves. So yeah, let me just drop something here as a reminder that there is a FUCKING Mads Mikkelsen lookalike in my very town. And that he's possibly queer.
The only difference is that this man is short compared to the actual Mikkelsen. Maybe even the same height as me.
He has this serene, melancholic, and thoughtful expression when we look at each other after he realized that I was staring (how rude of me, but I do not mean to offend anyone), He smiled warmly when he's talking to his companion again, who also stared at me curiously. I think he knew that I'm not disgusted at all, so that's good. They really looked like a couple, I'm not kidding. This city is very homophobic, though. So I'm not sure... why would they display public affection in this hell of a town? Most probably because they didn't realize that I was there the whole time hahaha. How awkward. But it did give me some hope. They looked rather surprised when I caught them almost kissing under that shared umbrella. But we didn't talk to each other. Will I be able to meet them again someday? I hope so. Would be nice to be friends with other queers in this city. And may the lord give me the courage to approach him first. Politely, of course. Disclaimer: I'm still a lesbian and will always be. I'm not attracted to this man or his companion whatsoever, it just still feels unreal that a literal Mikkelsen lookalike is in my town. And before you ask, yes, I am a fan of NBC's Hannibal. Wish they never cancelled the goddamn show.
